Currently Listening MTV Unplugged No. 2.0 By Lauryn Hill see related

you know what? i'm sick of hearing people complain .. so dont be fooled that i have the right intentions for updating.

So... yeah i'm a junior in college now.  I guess i had this picture in my head of the cliche college experience. Haha cliche meaning the view that its fun. Please, what they dont tell you, is that its usually only fun if you neglect all responsibilities and waste your parents hard earned money.  Ok maybe that's a little extreme, i know there is a balance to everything. And i did happen to choose one of the most demanding, ever changing, majors available. I'm glad the DOE has me on a string.. whatever the department says i have to do.. including spending an extra few hundred on some tests.. what the heck.. why not. 61 dollars for fingerprinting .. SURE.  I enjoy being away from home, meeting some new people, having new experiences.  But i think i'll enjoy being out of college more, having a real job, screwing up some kids ( haha just joking ,Dr. Nill is probably reading this) And guess what.. if i have to do my internship in polk county, i'm going to be very... sad/enraged.  I miss new jersey. and i miss good pasta and real sauce.. and oh yeah my family too.. whatever.  I'm thinking about going back to Chucke Cheese.. haha, but the dances wouldn't be half as provacative here as they were in nj..and i just dont know if can move backwards from where i was.  I can't go from breakin it down.. to doing some hand movements.. i dont know maybe i'll have to go observe the live show in lakeland..  k um you better leave comments for this.. because the quota is higher and more unreachable each time.. guys you have to make this happen.. i dont do it for myself.. i do it for the public.. haha..

pshhht i update WHEN i want.

i have a picture with jojo.. one didn't turn out... : /

one day i'll scan in the one i do have for all of my 7 viewers.. or should i say 7 commenters.. i know other people read... how your wondering?  That's something i shall never reveal.  I bet you guys are wondering.. WOW rachel how do you fit in a xanga update into your hectic work schedule?  And my answer is ... i MAKE time.. whatever.. i guess i'll go do my work.

Reading- Nephilia the Spider and the Golden Thread ... oh snap

look for it in stores soon... soon as in years from now ...

mir told me not to update ... SO i'm going to.

i'm meeting jojo... yea seriously.. but i can't tell you how...it's a SECRET.

and i had a vision about it.. and i got a little excited.. and then i remembered she's 13.. yea rach.. be cool... be cool...

i'm listening to my three disc brand new frank sinatra compilation for 9.99.. do it walmart...

i leave you with the words of miriam to stacey...

" do not let others bring you down... bring YOURSELF down."

Frances.. your a JERK

i'm at staceys now.. class was cancelled today and yesterday.  It was the NICEST day at the beach yesterday.  The water was soo warm.. and there were no waves.. i made a deal with God today that if he took away my sunburn.. i wouuld always wear sunscreen.  But he didn't... so .. now i'll just have skin cancer..  well stacey's power is out.. i love that.. when it's 92 degrees out.  Everyone was so excited that we had off school.. well the boys were running around the cafeteria giving each other high fives.. and screaming WOO HURRICANE PARTY.... but.. i don't really find this fun.. AT ALL ..

phone convo with my mom

mom: " Does stacey live near water?"

me: yeah there is a creek right near her house.

mom: " Is it big?"

me: " Yeah it's pretty big.. but if it gets bad we'll go somewhere else"

mom: "Will her parents take all of you?"

NO .. we draw Straws.. haha ... " sorry rach.. you can't come.. you have the shortest one"

pray my straw is long...

Everything is so different this year.  Some days i wake up and i'm really happy.. and then other days i wish i was just home back in highschool at lca.  I don't know though.. alot of stuff is going on back home.. it makes me nervous when i think about it. I guess that's human nature.. just to pretend the things that hurt you aren't happening.  When really we need to be prepared for every kind of situation.  Anyway, in other news... kaika went up to the register in the cafeteria today and when asked what meal plan he had.. he responded " the ultimate one" ... he was serious... there is no " ultimate" .. there is 10,14, or 20... oh kaik..

i miss jersey